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Closed eyes, Deep sigh, Reach out, Black sky. Loose hope, Fall down, Tense up, Hit ground. Blood drips, Teeth grinned, Dark nightmare, Left behind. One touch, Sees hope, Arms out, Can't cope. Bright light, Earth shakes, Screams out, Body aches. Holds tight, Stand still, Cuts though, Blood spills. Goes dark, Can't hear, Feeling gone, Death's near. Sense it, Through you, Life is, Withdrew.

I wake up not ready for the day, Before I leave my room I begin to pray. Pray that today I will not bleed, bruise, or break, And my belongings they will not take. I pray they wont call me names, I pray they include me in their games. But that wont happen ever, I will be in this hell forever. I get to school and see them there, They all laugh, point, and stare. They whisper to each other 'lets get her.' I start to runaway calling sir. I run inside to hide away, To lock myself in a cupboard and stay. Stay there until they have gone, And long for the day when my confidence shone. I hear them run past, My heartbeat starts to get

Kiss me on the lips Kiss away my pain Kiss me on the hand Kiss me in the rain Kiss me when I'm wrong Kiss me when I'm right Kiss me in the dark Kiss me in the light Kiss me when I smile Kiss me when I'm upset Kiss me really gentally A kiss I wont forget...

The time we have spent apart Has made me realise in my heart That I love you, yes this is true But I can't be with you I wonder how you feel And how with it you deal I can't take this pain anymore I just want to shut the door On all the lies and guilt And save the thing we have built Together day by day I wonder what you will say To me loving you very much But without a touch I hope one day we'll be together To hold hands forever and ever I can't wait for the day to arrive Were I once again will feel alive

I am cold in the room that I sit in. Empty. Lost. why feel like this? Do I have a choice? I do. But too scared to move. Move from my safe spot in the corner. The corner in the room. My own little world where all is silent and dark. But in the centre there is a glisten of light. A glisten of hope. Maybe the light is just enough to light this hollow place. It grows bigger and bigger and is closer now. It begins to fill up my lonely little world. But one day I wake up and its gone. Dark once again with no chance of return. The end. Nowhere to go. Nowhere to fall. Lost. Alone. Once more I am. I wish for someone to save me. Lift me and free me so

I wish that I could help you, And take away your pain. I wish that I could hold you close, And make you feel happy again. I wish that I could make you smile, And dry away your tears. I wish that I could be your friend, And take away your fears.

All this time without you Has been too long for me to take The seconds I'm not with you are dead And when I see you I come alive in my heart I try and catch my breath and thoughts But they are scattered So I can't think straight And the only thing that matters is that you're here I miss you too much every time you say goodbye I think of you all the time And dream of you all through the night But sometimes I can't sleep So I toss and turn in the sleep ness nights And wonder what you are thinking And whether you are thinking of me

The hope of just one more touch, One more kiss, One more smile, Oh how its been a while. But you will never escape my heart, Forever you will be, A part of me. Dont call my name as I will not respond, For I am no longer there, Just a ghost remains. Maybe we will meet again someday, In another world I pray. But for now goodbye my love, I'l see you soon.